this is real, this is me.

I've led the high life. Last year I raked in up to 40k in just 3 months. About half of it is gone, through my mistakes and misconceptions of the online trading. A small pie of that money has gone to unnecessary drinking, where the bottles came freely and stupors were all that we boasted off. Another went to luxury items, when I splurged on LV Gucci Mont Blanc Burberry and expensive phones.

I've learnt my lesson. How do the rich get richer? Why do the poor always remain the same as they always are, and they always will be ? It trickles down to the money blueprint we all have in our head. It might be innate, or otherwise influenced by the leaders around us. You might rake in 10 grand per month but yet still be penniless at the end of it. You might actually earn 2 grand per month but yet still pocket 1k at the end of the month.

This is it : You do not need to be rich by earning alot, You CAN BE RICH by spending lesser. This is the misunderstanding of many. I'm trying to lead a low life, not as in that of a peasant, but that of an ordinary young man trying to work his way up in life. I'm not raking in any income now, all that is left maintaing my expenses is that of the earnings I made last year. It aint alot, but can get me through not working for at least till end of next year.

Life is hard. Take it.

Shall sign off after the spamming of entries the minute I'm back blogging.
HAVE A FUCKING GOOD WEEK.

8:16 AM

Things are no longer the same now, many a times I ponder over how the rich become richer and the poor actually stay how they are. I have been to countless seminars and talks that help build confidence, but of all, It boils down to who we really are.

Life is easy for almost anyone.
Go to school,
Get a degree,
Find a job,
Stay for 30 years,
Retire hoping that our CPF can last till our last breadth.

But that is not how I wanna live. I wanna live..
1) a happy life
2) with my loved ones
3) without worring about the price on any menu or tag that i see, that I can buy what ever I want.
4) that I do not have to face a boss to work everyday.
5) that I wont need to drag myself outta bed just to go to work.
6) live the financial freedom life.

Of course, talk is cheap. It aint easy. Look at the people all around us, even including my mom and dad, and even yours too. They are ( well almost all ) are going to work every other day so that they can support our miserable life. I wanna raise my kids another way, I wanna be financially stable so that when my kids are out, I can be there for them when they need me. To nurture, to love and raise them; american style. I wont tie them so tightly like asians do, i beg to differ about the way of life of us yellow skinned versus that of the whites. Till then, we shall see.

TOWARDS MY GOAL.

7:58 AM

I know it's been a while, I apologize.
Have been busy with my Car, Klaire;
Have been loving my girl, Jiayi;
Have started school, SIM;
Have lived the low life in the holidays, period.

Time has proved only to be healing;
Drive is all that I need to believe.
Self doubt is slowly taking place;
I need a sanctuary of confidence:

The look of passion and fire in my pupils dilate
the crimson sorority pain i feel within.
The force the drive the strength i need;
to challenge the will of life of many.

That that endeavours always fails;
With which tags only a lesson inbound.
The multi tribulations that occur everytime;
only make me stronger by the day.

I AM BACK.

7:53 AM