One more paper left to go, and i've been so unluckily fined 300 fucking dollars for a fucking piece of filter. With that, I wanna state my resolutions and achieve it.
Hard as it will seem, Mental as it would be, Even if i dont achieve it, I wanna be halfway there.
1. Quit smoking by end of May. 2. Train for a marathon ( Standard Chartered marathon in Dec ) 3. Register for a property course ( July 2009 ) 4. Work as a trader ( June 2009 )
And these are just the outlines. I can do it. I will, I should, I must.
Kenken.
11:37 PM
NNB I JSUT GOT FUCKING FINED 300 DOLLARS FOR THROWING A CIGARETTE BUTT. IN FRONT OF MY SCHOOL SOME MORE.
MY RESOLUTION WAS TO QUIT SMOKING 2 DAYS LATER.
AND NOW.
COOL.
RESOLUTION GIFT.
COSTING 300.00 SGD.
FUCK.
11:36 PM
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Just finished one paper today. Principles of Accounting. I swear it was one of the worse topics i ever covered in my life.
I prepared all i could. The paper stood there all still. Dialing the numbers on the calculator, I know soon it's gonna be over.
I'm a different person these few days, I swap wrong words, walk sideways. I dont talk much, I just lay back and crunch.
1 more week till freedom. 1 more paper tomorrow. 1 more week till my Civic. 1 more thousand in stocks. 1 more try at anything. 1 more chance of saving it. 1 more attempt to revamp. 1 more; 1 more.
1 last chance.
7:11 AM
Saturday, May 2, 2009
studying like mad. moodless. speechless. emotionless. aimless. goaless.