this is real, this is me.

Have been studying so much, only to realise how much i didnt know. I wanna get Honours in my degree, maybe even a first class honours. Studying doesnt look so easy, or maybe it aint for me. But I'll force myself to study. Countdown to major exam in 12 days. WHERE GOT TIME.

Study needs discipline, which maybe i lack. There's only so much one can do to achieve what he wants. I want. I hope, I wish. But nothing is more important than the results. Let the achievements prove everythng.

Hao says I'll get a distinction. Thanks for having the faith in me. I wont say anything for now, but, We'll see.

=)

8:45 PM

Spent the last few weeks studying, the next few weeks wont be different either. Maxing out 14 hour study days have been a norm for me, I'm gonna make sure i'll do well in this exam.

Let the actions speak louder than words.

:)

7:33 AM

Finally i bought my car.

It's black.
Coming soon;
The 09 model of Honda Civic.

In Black.

15 May 2009 :)

After so long.

But the car below looks so hot.

5:27 AM

And as we all live through our daily lives and trust our utmost strength into believing the ordinary is all about nothing except allowing our mindless bodies to fulfil our brain's actions, some people allow money to work for them.

I believe the Stock Exchange is a money - rich medium that allows wealth to flow freely. Billions of dollars are transacted everyday in the numerous orders that flood the trading floor. People build their wealth in this manner. Others lose everything they had in one night.

Ignorance. Would you play chess if you didnt know the particular pieces' abilities ? Would you send a rookie cop on a top secret imporatant mission ? Or would you even do anything you did not have any knowledge on?

I guess the answer is crystal. Before going into the stock market, we should be well equipped with the certain correct foundation of basics that is neccessary. People lose maybe because of ignorance. Others win because they have a set of strict priciples where they adhere to it firmly.

The stock market is based on fear and greed. Prices of stocks, indices, securities, bonds, commodities and equities roller-coast up and down based on just these 2 emotions alone. If you can conquer these 2 emotions, easily you will be able to see the money rolling in.

I play the stock market too and i would say that as a student I'm earnign a fucking comfortable income as I mug through the endless books through the library. I believe that if I can do it, YOU would be able to do it to. I wont say it is easy or that it is confirmed that one can make money like no one cares. There are some downturns too. Where if you may, I'd like to enlighten you also.

A speaker once said, " If you would like to learn, the door of learning will automatically open for you."

IF ONLY YOU DARE TO LEARN.

2:42 AM

Beautiful girls. Ugh they irk me.
Ask me why but i don't know why.

3:22 PM

Yay. Finally I'm driving. Quite stressed at times when there're alot cars. LOL. Ask Ling and BV see how stressed I was. haha.

Well, practice makes perfect :)

3:19 PM

Was at powerhouse just now. ran into a couple of friends.
Met one of my last time "quite-close" friends that used to hang with me and club together. He's doing quite well now ( I think ) but was just wearin a t shirt and jeans, like what he normally does.

I was thinking he'd actually grown up all these years. Was speculating he had matured; Had contemplated he was now more career minded.

AND THERE HE WAS PICKING A FIGHT WITH SOME OTHER KIDS. Was pushing his way through to get to the other adult wannabes that wanted to retaliate. I was standing a safe distance when i heard the vulgarities being used sparingly. Ha. I chuckled. And looked at him. And then i turned away in dismay. After all these years he's still a kid at heart; believing fists mattered more than anything.

What's the matter with him? Holding onto the belief that ego was more important than air? Or the analogy of his "so-called-bros" were going to be with him till the very end ? Or the egoistic pride that always get in the way ? Why cant he say a sorry and walk off ?

I stood there intrigued with disappointment and turned my back to take care of my GOOD DRUNK FRIEND, WHOSE PATTERN MORE THAN ELEPHANT'S BADMINTON.

:)

3:04 PM

FINALLY.

IN STARK CONTRAST; 2006.

THE SHOCKER; 2001.

Think I've grown fat after these years.
Look at the pics !
Miss P says I'm always fat.
Ha. Those days.

11:02 PM

Seven Thousand.
Gone.
Maybe car also gone.

Honda Civic, June ?

2:18 AM