this is real, this is me.

Well i finally passed my Pracital Driving Test. It made me hell of a nervous wreck whilst i could not even walk properly to the car. The whole journey in the car was a killer. Every second was like hours. Cold sweat trickled down my inner calve as i stepped into the car and put my leg on the pedal. Did parking, ramp shit, and roundabouts, and some fuck driving, like fucking totalling 23 minutes only.

When the fucker ( tester ) asked me to return to the centre, I was like, "ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS? SO FAST " Then I told myself : "Zhee bai siao liao" (This time die already in hokkien) And arrived back at the centre. As I was waiting for my result slip, I lay in grey angony there as the seeds of anticipation rushed through my balls.

And then , I got it. 18 fucking demerit points. Fuck, i passed. Finally.
I guessed the visualisations and self motivation did help after all.

6:11 PM