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The KenKen
This is real, this is me.
Monday, November 24, 2008
Well, i guess i wont go down for the time being.

It seems the market is doing rather bad. ( SO I WIN MORE MONEY ). Lost a shitload of money for the past 2 days of trading. It aint ma my money that i lost. At least it's the money that the market gave me.

Thanks to all that gave me encouragement through the tags, messages and other forms. I was not down at all. I was not sad at all. I was just demoralised cause the future that i deemed so near suddenly felt so far far away again. Winning the money means nothing for me now, except maybe spending a couple of hundred dollars downing liqour like no tomorrow. I was just dissatisfied with the fact that i could not achieve me almost achievable goal of 100k. All within one year. With a 5 digit loss it did set me back for a while, ( AND I EMPHASIZE A WHILE ). Not 1 week, not 1 day, but just a couple of hours.

Those that know me know i wont go down easily. Maybe i dont go down.
Maybe. You could say I'm proud. But i guess i have my certain level of pride from what i do and what i gain. Talk to me about anything. I will be most willing to learn from you if I dont know what the fuck you're talking about.

Many thanks to :
SHULING,
JACK,
WEI XIANG,
ZHI HAO,
KERLYN

that had so much confidence in me that i could earn back whatever i lost again.

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