When i saw the numbers flashing across the screen. It was a huge number. It wasnt positive. It wasnt profit. It was a loss, a 4 digit loss. Combining just 2 days of trading, last night and today morning , i totalled losses of 10k. TEN FUCKING THOUSAND. Feel so disappointed with myself. Thought i surpassed everyone. The pride i was having in the past few days was gone. I need to go back and start from zero again.
I push myself too hard. But i wont go down.
No picturs depict how i feel today.
3:21 AM