HE THREATENS TO NOT BUY ME A CAR.
I WAS LIKE , HAHAHAHA, DONT BUY DONT BUY LOR.
HE THREATENS HE WILL DELAY THE PURCHASE OF MY CAR IF I STILL COME HOME LATE EVERYDAY. HE COMPLAINS THAT THE HOUSE RULE IS HOUSE RULE AND NO MATTER WHAT I MUST BE HOME BEFORE 12, IRREGARDLESS OF WHETHER THE NEXT DAY HAS CLASS OR NOT.
IM FUCKING 21 TURNING 22, THEY PUT THIS FUCK SHIT CURFEW ON MY HEAD LIKE IM 14. THEY DEDUCE THAT NO MATTER HOW OLD I WILL BE OR WHO I AM OUT WITH OR WHERE I AM I WILL NOT BE A DELINQUENT IF I DONT GO HOME BEFORE 12. FOR ALL THOSE THAT KNOW ME, YOU ALL KNOW HOW MUCH MU LIFESTYLE HAS CHANGED SINCE I STARTED SCHOOL. ALL MY FRIENDS CAN SEE IT. SO MANY PEOPLE KNOW IT. BUT ATLAS THE PEOPLE WHO ARE SUPPOSED TO KNOW ME BEST APPARENTLY KNOW NUTS ABOUT ME. THEY DONT UNDERSTAND ME. THEY HAVE THEIR OWN THINKING WHICH ALWAYS PORTRAYS THEM AS PERFECT AND I AM THE BLACK SHEEP OF THE FAMILY. THEY PIN SO MUCH HOPES ON ME. BUT THEY NEVER THOUGHT OF MY FEELINGS.
BUT THANKS TO MY PARENTS , THAT IS WHY I STAND SO STRONG TODAY. I WANNA BE INDEPENDENT. I WONT GO DOWN. AND THIS IS FOR MYSELF. NOT FOR MY MOM OR DAD. I WILL TREAT MY KIDS WITH RESPECT AND DIGNITY, AND WILL ONLY ACT ACCORDING TO AN AMERICAN PARENT. ALONG THE COURSE TO FIND MY DESTINATION, IT WILL BE A JOURNEY WHERE I WILL BE SPIT, SCORNED AND DESPISED. AND THIS IS WHERE MY STRENGTH WILL FORM..
DAD, I DONT NEED ANY CENT OF YOURS TO BUY MY OWN CAR. SO FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE.
FUCK YOU DAD.
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